duminică, 31 octombrie 2010

Our soundtrack's wasted on a couple of drinks


Do you remember the way you loved to get high but how, in most of the days, i wasn't tall enough?
Still you had some sort of a thing to lengthen me without asking. Call it a medicine's allure ,a dream's spongy peel, the sweet taste of a pill and nevertheless the brutal & saturated humidity (or maybe the innocence) of a tear.
Do you recall the others dramas while ours would remain traumatic,unspecific,but lovable .No map would direct your eyes ,or sorrow , or your syrupy fakeness across my body yet unpatched , but definitely bruised and calling for more.
Did you ever see yourself mirrored in my lids , with your imbibed dark circles and skinny smiles?'Cause I could have shot a picture of you with my pupils dead an burried.
You did provided me perpetually with runaways provoked by your overworn lips and scattered impulses all over my cerebral being.That was my greedy need.
Do you ever retrieve the moment of wiping heavy rain off a spirit rather than off a stand-by modded piece of flesh?The fingerprints are still there,you know..
You would confess yourself in an undersized moment as being concluded long ago.But if you ask me ,or even if you don't ,you seemed as being started for forever now .And if forever means never to you , well ,then i'd say that your 'never' is everlastingly ,boy.
Is your forever-never and a day cured now?
Darling,your mantra's doused in the flatline of your 'magic potion'.
Does it still work for you?
Never did I flood your empty spaces nor introduced myself as who i was to a somebody that might've never been.

joi, 7 octombrie 2010

Frisoane din franturi


Plâng cu zâmbetul pe buze. Poate asta e defectul care ma dezavantajaza cel mai mult.Dar reusesc macar sa te fac sa vezi ca am trecut peste.
Stateam si ma gandeam..
Nu ti se pare ironic cum toti 'ne gandim'?Ca si cum asta ar schimba ceva..
Zambim gandindu-ne la un alt zambet , dar ne intristam la gandul ca nu a durat.
E ca si cum ar fi de proba.Mereu si intotdeauna.Primesti o privire calda in viata ta ..dar apoi iti e luata de vant si te trezesti in mijlocul unei paduri 'gandindu-te'.
Uneori , dupa ce suntem scrijeliti apasat..asteptam din nou acel cutit care sa ne sape carnea cat mai adanc..si cat mai mult.Sa fie de durata.
Unii insa pierd increderea in acea mana ce te taie . Nu e ca si cum ar fi ceva rau.
O lacrima e magie..ce alta picatura de apa ar varsa o data cu ea un suflet , o fotografie , un tipat? Si cei ce nu cred in lacrimi plang cel mai ades. Cum si cei ce nu cred in vesnicie spera la ea.
Eu, eu am obosit..si prefer sa stau invelita in fularul a ceea ce a fost.Condamna-ma.E mai sigur sa visezi decat sa incerci din nou.E mai sigur sa versi lacrimi..asa nu mori de sete.
În orice caz, indiferent cât de mult suferi după cineva sau ceva, lumea nu se va opri în loc pentru durerea ta...